Tuesday, November 14, 2006

zombies

Last night I dreamt that I'd gone back in time to the 1960's, apparently by hanging out with some time-traveling girl. We went to see the Zombies play at one of their early shows in England, and it was totally sweet. I went to the bathroom at one point, and Pete Townshend was there, so I talked to him for a little bit.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

adoption

It meansthat you are fourteen years old and that there is a candle forevery year.
And who is it that is stealing all the jewelry? You get eight or six men together and you can really exchangeideas. Put onclothes enough, appearance enough and you will be acceptedanywhere. Here is the other sample which is the same thing, brought up todate. In otherwords, the glitter makes the gold. I neednot offer any introduction to this audience for a man like him. With twenty men, or say, fifteen men, you feel you are among agroup of friends.
But I would not try to imitate itif I were you.
Thats a peach, that ichthy-what dye callit.
Well, it is not very difficult if you will follow thedirections carefully. Indeed, many of them are precisely the converse ofexisting facts.
Could it not perhapsfulfill its functions just as well if there was no address at all? But unfortunately the results of the new craze are not always sohappy. But unfortunately the results of the new craze are not always sohappy.
But remember that your playmust never be rough. Then he said, and whats the Hottentot house on the move in five letters?
She packed it all up in a basket for us ready to go in themotor. Without the singing there could be a pleasant atmosphere of quietwhich is now missing.
Put onclothes enough, appearance enough and you will be acceptedanywhere. The onlycompromise so far is to get her books about the South Seas.
Beyond that, she said, she could do nothing.
And if you get enough of them they DO make a summer. Without the singing there could be a pleasant atmosphere of quietwhich is now missing. And if you get enough of them they DO make a summer. But it appears to be the only subject aboutwhich this poor shrimp knows anything.
We doubt also if the up-to-date farmer is really concerned with theZodiac. People of a feather do not flock together. Let me say at the start that I am not quite clear whether it wasNicaragua or Nigeria.
That, of course, isquite worthless and uninteresting.
One Swallow Does Not Make a SummerPerhaps not.
I am not criticizing but merely pointingout how we can make them brighter and better still.
No, perhaps not atfirst, but if you will think a minute you will see it. Pluck, or pick, a small basketful of dandelion heads. Butthe proverb is really supposed to refer to people and then it iswrong again.
Only the woman in four letters bound to me by law for life!
I am not criticizing but merely pointingout how we can make them brighter and better still.
Worse than a word in four letters rhyming with bell and tell.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

inquisitive porthole

They should by now be more orless automatic, but sometimes they need thought. You must always, inanything, plumb the depths before you are permitted to go on to theheights. These things may form over our real selves a crust thatwill stop growth.
As respects the production of impetus,also, our sources are haphazard. Sokeep alternating your centers of consciousness frequently enough to get aproper proportion. I ask aquestion; one that interests me, but does not belong to the main scheme,or is unripe for it. Overand over, from the very start, such a concept was impressed on us.
Nevertheless at whatever stage we may be the formula foradvancement remains the same.
You can dimly feel how it would go on and on.
It is like a number you arelabeled with, what you amount to, your measure. It seems as though no material thing can stand long against it. That is the waythe whole world will be absorbed some day. Thats the thing that makes you commonplace. Thats what this world is for; its for thesubstitution of values: the real for the imitation. Here is another:I am pushing with great strength and purpose, tremendous force. Now let us considerfurther what was told us of the second: that of plumbing the depths.
Now let us considerfurther what was told us of the second: that of plumbing the depths.
Desire is best regulated by this same habitual spiritual association. In fact the Invisible often spoke of contact ascentering the consciousness in the level above.
If you once get that idea, you can start absorbingthings.
Nevertheless, in even the man who is the least bit developed, it isalways to some extent in action. It isvery hard to do; I am USED to myself.
The recognition of these lacks brings an understanding desire forwholeness. For we have by no meansall come the same distance.
It is like a number you arelabeled with, what you amount to, your measure. But if you start thinking about them much it livens:them up! Theyare like machinery that runs until the gasoline gives out; that is, theimpetus.
Here was anincentive to meet life squarely, without dodging. They were all part of me insome humanly magnetic way. They must function, just as the heart must function, or lifeceases. The subjectis too complicated to go further with.
Overand over, from the very start, such a concept was impressed on us.
This system of levels apparently is not confined to life as we know it.

Monday, September 11, 2006

climax and denouement

I had thought that the narrative I was channelling might somehow come to some conclusion, but apparently my muse is a more brazen vixen than I had imagined. New characters are continually being introduced, but go nowhere.

Let's just say that Francis, Fleur, Gilbert, Vincent, Oliver, Valancy, the Cahoongirl, Callcott, Teddy, Emily, and all the rest of them were the first against the wall when the revolution came, and met their ends at the hands of the firing squad. There! THE END.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

equivalence gruff

Go and make some lemon tea in a jug as weak and hot as you can;quick! Wehave every hope, however, that they may reconsider the matterbefore it comes into Court.
Michael dropped his hands, hurt and puzzled. We are, dear Sir,Faithfully yours,SETTLEWHITE AND STARK.
Hoping to feelbetter if she bought a hat or two, she set out for Bond Street. SHE lives for everybodybut herself, doesnt she?
And what ought she to do aboutFrancis, having seen that letter?
And then theYou be damned spirit in her blood revolted.
Her remark about shadowing, however, was not easily forgotten.
Thank you; I will, said Francis Wilmot, softly. Extraordinary, the effect of a little paragraph in the papers! Fleur took up the paper; her quick eyes had seen that it concealedanother. Wehave every hope, however, that they may reconsider the matterbefore it comes into Court. She opened an envelope, stamped Cosmopolis Hotel.
With some misgiving Marjorie Ferrar agreed. They set out with a lantern, Boddick telling his tale.
Francis Wilmot, flying, thought of steamship-lines and staterooms,of registrars and rings. They hit somethingthree times before the curtain went up.
That camera chap would have given something for a shot atwhat we saw there in the moonlight. They stood for a moment lookingat each others chins.
And taking her hands,he buried his face in them.
He thanks you for coming; but he doesnt want to see you. She had acted in a play, she had passed an emotional hour, and shewas hungry. Nor calculated to offend the ears and debasethe morals of a decent-minded audience? Her heart had not fluttered, butit tantalised her not to know whether she could attract him back.
He took up the photograph of Fleurthat stood on his desk.
His lips resumed their almost soundlessmovement.
In thatstrategic position he better perceived the core of his domesticmoment. This was a spiritualcrisis, and he did not know in the least how to handle it.
Did this mean that it was up to her to save him? Im prepared to offeryou a thousand pounds to settle the whole thing, but an apology Icant look at. He was drowsing, white and strengthless, when she heard the bell-boys knock.
She puther lips to his, and closed her eyes. Why dont you have her what you call shadowed?
His lips resumed their almost soundlessmovement. She changed her hand on his forehead, whose heat seemed to scorchthe skin of her palm.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

rent control

I do not fear Don Luis anymore with his coach gone. Theybeat each other on the back as if they were meeting for the firsttime. Py Gott it ees no gee-hoke, he said to meonly yesterday. There is not, I am sure, ahappier man in France now than I. Let us goswiftly and freely this morning. And when one isbored one is either being sinned against by others or sinningagainst oneself. One must driveon, you know, cried Vincent, waving his arms. Their only organization is the synagogue and thefamily or firm.
Myletters have only shaved the surface of events here.
In this intricate tangle he soondiscovered that the Mexican affair was only one supporting strand.
One must driveon, you know, cried Vincent, waving his arms.
One must driveon, you know, cried Vincent, waving his arms.
In these quarters Ouvrard seemed to be an entirely differentperson; a simple and amiable man. The candle by his doorhad almost burnt out. Fifty thousand florins joost go to hell van shetie.
There was, therefore, no way out but to listen carefully to theconversations about Mr.
I drove down to Exeter and thence over to Totnes, where Mr.
She looked at me over an endless Dutchdinner with the blue, uncomprehending stare of a Dutch doll. Indeed, I think I have to some extent thought of Dolly asAngela.
I amto go to see him at Spichwich in Devon near Widdecombe-on-the-Moor. So you thought to control me by supplying my wife atMalmaison with paper francs.
All this was accomplishedby the magic manipulation of paper.
HenceParishs path in Philadelphia is smoothed.

normalcy chart

An odd thought; a solemn thought; throwing a green light on whathuman fellowship consisted of. Somebody tosit with them, pulling up two more chairs. Evidently shefelt that she ought not to intrude. Was she waiting upfor him when he came back?
For really, her three months in Canterbury had beenamazing.
It was as if she had answered his question.
He took up another volume and opened it at random. It was as if she had answered his question.
Serle in a blue romantic light, and his eyes expandingand darkening, he said: Yes.
Only the Fellows and Scholars are allowedhere; the gravel is the place for me.
He knew, he said, that she would value it. Its odd that you should know Canterbury, said Mr.
Politics was a gamble, he reflected; but the gamewasnt over yet.
When Gilbert sat downthe applause was terrific.
She had stepped off the kerb to escapefrom him.
She could see thebucket and the house half lit up, half unlit. On,Stanley, on, she said to herself, and asked him:Do you know Canterbury yourself?
Angela, with her genius for sympathy, had been terribly upset.
She wasso terribly ignorant, she used to say, as if that were not one of hercharms. Was there anyway in which he could help her?
Still, if it amused her, of course he had no objection.
His face expressed horror and indignation.
Well, if things had gonedifferently, it might have been so.
He felt the desire to make images now, sitting by thisquiet woman. It was as if she had answered his question. It had been a great grief to her, apparently, that they hadhad no children. She wasso terribly ignorant, she used to say, as if that were not one of hercharms. He knew, he said, that she would value it.
Hadnt she enough to do looking after him, afterher home?
He couldguess what his wife had meant to her. Itwould be better, he realized, to make any suggestion of that kind in aletter. She was wearing the little black coat andskirt that seemed the uniform of her profession. She had been the greatest help to him inhis career. Only the Fellows and Scholars are allowedhere; the gravel is the place for me.

Monday, August 28, 2006

yourselves

Then Oliverremembered:Your little boys a cry-baby, he said scornfully.
So she stopped and said, How did we begin this talk? Batty told you they had false teeth in the time of thePharaohs? So, he hadsprung out from behind a tree on to the children.
Do you mean to tell me you dont know who Isadora is? Then in compassion it withdrew, covering itsface, as if it forebore to look on human suffering.
The seeds and the dust from the sacks madethem sneeze.
But in hisravaged face she always felt mystery; and in his silence, passion. Swithin loosed andlowered her fixed look and said:Its very unsettled. The voice of that unknown beauty answered, Which state, please?
The perambulator was passing across the lawn. Isa thought hergaze was fixed because she saw God there, God on his throne.
Imglad that youve tried it and that its all over. One, high up, verydistant, had hardened to golden alabaster; was made of immortalmarble. Ive been nailing the placard on the Barn, she said, giving him alittle pat on the shoulder. Again, the children passed, and she tapped on the windowand blew them a kiss. Hey, get me Miles OSullivan, same address.
I wish to speak, if I may, to Miles OSullivan at the Caf?Fanfaron.
Dont standgaping, Lucy, or the windll change . She had been sitting with her little boy who wasnt well,she apologized.
I spent thetwenty-five for these flowers. Two or three grew close together; thenthere were gaps.
Bart wouldcrack another joke about Saints, if she gave him the chance.
In his room, sitting on the edge of his bed, Mr.
In the drone of the garden it went unheeded.
But every year, when winter came,she did neither. Butas a shadow fell next moment on the garden Mrs. Andshe had had two jokes cracked at her already; one about anumbrella; another about superstition.

gigabyte

He made the tritely polite protestwhich her remark concerning age seemed to invite.
You and I havepulled in harness before, and you will like the work, for it isyour kind.
Sayles accepted the armchair which he pushed forward, andthrew back her cape.
Thats a long speech, but it isonly the text of my sermon.
It would have been a wonderful opportunity for him, she declared.
Sayles waited until hewas seated and then leaned forward. To do that completely would takemore time than I can spare this afternoon. His head was bent and she could not see his face.
Knight,it seemed, was back again at his museum in the midwestern city. Sayles waited until hewas seated and then leaned forward. That is where hesaid he was going and where he usually goes on Sunday afternoons. It would have been a wonderful opportunity for him, she declared. He has gone down to his workshop, I suppose.
Bangs and Letitia Cahoon, of the list of Wellmouth creditors andits careful checking.
During theshort drive home neither spoke. Did they find it after Careysletter was written? Youve heard folks say she must be sick, or that somethinails her, thats all.
And when I did hear therewas no longer an engagement; Carey, as I told you, had broken it.
Did he ever tell you how he had begunto pay some of his debts here in town? George would not greatly mind his leaving the employ of J.
Theimportant matter she had come to discuss must have something to dowith Emily Sayles and Carey.
George would not greatly mind his leaving the employ of J.
Yes, and Iwill tell you more than I told him. Even Cora says you are, and, so far as I haveever heard, you have never denied it.
Oh, I do lose patience withmyself these days! Phillips write Carey that letter which came tohim? And her mother is worried about her, I know that. The statement she had madeseemed so incredible that he scarcely believed it.
You aint the only one thats lookin peaked and pulin these falldays, she said.
She wanted him to go to you, or to Susan Dain, and borrowthe money.
I knewbetter than THAT, of course, so I began to look for a reason. Have you been here all the eveningwithout a fire? She did and there were some parts of that story, George,that sent me down here to see you to-day. I think he never told them to any one except Emily. He shook his head once moreand drew a long breath.
Judson bunch, but you might justas well have it now, hadnt you? Desire Sayles is here, she said, and she says its you she wantsto see.

appetizer resourceful

I want a stable for my horse, and rooms and fire, and food formyself and my servant.
But for the rest I have a nobleleisure, and I am fortunate enough to have the tastes to fill it. Nae fechtin for usexcept in our ain canny way o business. Theres sour bits in England, said the driver, a morose mancalled Niven. Ye can get back into your coachie, and turn your beasts heads,and return the road ye came.
By andby steps were heard approaching, the latch was lifted, and beforehim stood a little old man.
You went to Hungrygrain on an honest errand, and got a surlyanswer? The minister smiled and held up a deprecatory hand. Thick blue worsted stockings enveloped hisenormous calves and bulged over his stout country shoes.
To steer for Hopcraw wad be like kindling a beaconon the hilltops.
Hungrygrain is at the backside o thebigger yin. The latter had menace in every line of him. Theressudden deaths up thereaways that nae coroner sits on.
I have announced my coming by letter to her ladyship.
That, I regret to say, is nothing uncommon. It was an irritated and discomposedbaronet that pulled up at the inn.
Theressudden deaths up thereaways that nae coroner sits on. Then he strolled round the chaise and confronted the innkeeper. Hold up, sir, he said, giving him his arm. The latter had menace in every line of him. I dinna like yon weecluds, and it was ower bright this mornin when I was washin myface.
Again and yet again Sir Turnour shouted, and each time his voicebecame angrier.
I am a devout lover of nature and something of a naturalist. Ye can get back into your coachie, and turn your beasts heads,and return the road ye came.
Purdey is the man that keeps it, and hes notjust precisely a friend o mine. Ive kenned better men than Purdey, but Ive kennedwaur.

head count

She had been told that her maternal grandfather, oldAmos Wansbarra, had chosen the name for her. Valancy Jane was rather terrible,but she liked Valancy, with its odd, out-land tang. None of MY family were ever like that, said Mrs. She did not mentionProfessor Planish as an exception. Valancy hadlived spiritually in the Blue Castle ever since she could remember. And, besides, she couldnot get to Port Lawrence, fifteen miles away, without being takenthere.
They dined with elegance in the Plaza Oak Room.
It was a month since she hadThistle Harvest, so surely Mother could not object.
She had been poor all her life and knewthe galling bitterness of it.
But of course appearances should be kept up.
Hardand fast times for meals were the rule in Mrs.
The lines onher face did not show so plainly then.
Meals were cooked on the little oil-stove in theback porch.
There seemed to be nothing of therevolutionary in her nature.
At twelve, this lover was a fair lad with golden curls and heavenlyblue eyes.
War-savings did not seemto stand high in her fancy.
I am twenty-nine, said the dear child desperately. In this mood Valancy went down to breakfast. I may haveto live eighty years, thought Valancy, in a kind of panic.
Every room in the house was ugly, of course. Nothing, it seemed, could prevent her from catchingthem. I think theyre wonderful, said Valancy, timidly. And me sitting here right nextto him, with ten trillion women looking up and envying me!
Why didnt SOME ONE open the door and let him in? She dared not let herself cry as hard as shewanted to, for two reasons.
Stirling wouldsulk for days if offended, with the airs of an insulted duchess. After all, I must admit that as the presidents wife,I would have a secure position.

distressing bozo

We shall have to ask Lhaten for guides and provisions. A book must be completed as ithad been originally planned, finished, rounded, polished. We only seea great opal that never looks the same this time as when we lookedlast time. He must have answered some lyric cry in thehuman heart.  Iwarn you: stay away, if you have any hunger for the life you knew.
He was tall, straight, robed in yak-skin, bearded,neither a Tibetan nor a Rajput.
He recognised that there are no absolute criteria by whichto judge actions. At that he threw himself down on theblankets in abject misery, beating the floor with his fists.
I have given to Chullunder Ghose an order on my bankers that heseems to think not niggardly. Wells moves; it is probablyinevitable; we may even accept it heartily. Then goodby, Rammy sahib, said the babu, rather piteously, doinghis best to sit up and to smile.
But now I putforth the book as it stands, deliberately, without remorse, wellcontent so to do. No one would wish to belittle either kind.
We must avoid theerror of the good simple-minded folk in whose eyes these Arty peopleloom so large.
Not that such inconsistency is a random flux ora shallow opportunism.
As a corpse Ishould no longer interest myself.
It is bringing us a new vision of the universe, but also a new visionof human life. A book must be completed as ithad been originally planned, finished, rounded, polished. So that, after all, there is not onlyvariety, but also unity. Iwarn you: stay away, if you have any hunger for the life you knew. Not that even the technicalphilosopher always cares to make that claim. Yet, however right alongthat line, that is not the only line in which we may move. I call this movement of to-day, as that of the seventeenth century,classico-mathematical.
But it wasalso a book of personal affirmations. If Ramsden sahib wishes to return with me,he shall not.
Aye, aches because the heart has beaten it!
How I wish I had refused to come with you! We must avoid theerror of the good simple-minded folk in whose eyes these Arty peopleloom so large. He sat down and collapsed, laying his head on the rolled sheepskinthat served for pillow. The jackal is the head that whimpers andyelps and guzzles dead stuff that the lion leaves. But I would ratherkeep my eye on Grims back than be neck-and-neck with any otherdozen men I know. For a babu with a wife and children ignorance is thebest condition.
I am waiting in a guest houseand can see our destination from the window.
I will not permit; for I will rather kill myselfthan keep him or Jimgrim from their goal. I told him the plain truth about it: that I had pretended, inorder to get him to talk.

smug

The reception was the finalstraw for Maggie.
Judson, he said, with deferentialcordiality. If Cora sent you youcan tell her Ill come down as soon as I can. Ifthe saucy thing worked for me she would have been settled beforethis.
It wasnt my own idea, exactly, he told her. The professor refilled the corncob from the tobacco tin on thebench and then went on.
He tossed the journal upon the floor and, rising, looked over hershoulder. If I had I might have saved myfriends a little of the trouble, perhaps. I know I hadnt ought to go for youthat way, and I dont mean to.
She and he will say all sorts of horridthings about me.
Heserved those decoys of yours with the soup and talked of nothingelse all through the meal.
Oh, well, nevermind, probably it was and I was in Kamchatka or Timbuctoo, orsomewhere.
Course I said it was;but it was funny all the same her talking that way, wasnt it,Carey? If you dont someone else will and you will have the Cahoons down on you, besides.
Yes, I should imagine he might, if you pressed him.
And I am going to come down to Capn Higgins some Sunday and seeyour birds, Good night.
So he did notyield to his temptation, but merely accompanied her as far as theoffice door.
If I were a diplomat I might have concludeda treaty of peace with this confounded trial balance.
I hate to let you walk home alone, he said, but I am afraid Icant leave here yet.
He asked the question solemnly enough, but the look accompanying itcaused her to smile. I stopped here especially to have youtell me and I MUSTNT stay any longer. He labored with the figures, and labor it was.
I plug away in civilization till I cant stand it anylonger and then I trek. I dont know what he will pay for the ducks,but I guess he will pay that.
But I think perhaps I can; and I want to. So this is where you hide yourself, he observed. Well, it shouldbe right; he would make it so. They are those you and every one elseknow about. As I see it, you may as well give the Cahoongirl her music lessons.

canker sore jockey

Or London Bridge, with all the traffic on the river.
Australia was not yet in astate of anarchy.
Is it merely running down, however, like a machine running on butgradually running down? Jack had still to take the car down tothe garage in town. He wasnt handsome and impressive like his wife.
Sometimes, too, if he suggested a game, Callcott would object that hehad something he must do. And the Callcotts were very ready to lend anything, ifthey were only asked for it. He preferred to wrestle with the chunksof jarrah every morning. Somers very brilliance had an overtone of contempt in it, for the otherman. What is not said is supposed not to exist: that isalmost code of honour with the other classes. Hismen fell to this ambush, and he lost the game.
Were out to show to everybody that weknow everything there is to be known. It sat deep in the water, half fullof sand. Even if it was a sort of God in the bush, let him come out, manto man.
Somers across tolook at their cottage, and Mrs.
So Somers felt blind toAustralia, and blind to the uncouth Australians.
Callcotts eyes, brown and lessconcentrated, less hard, looked back curiously at the other man. These ministers are not reallyresponsible, any more than the housemaid is responsible.
The little man was never going to be pals, that was the firstfact to be digested.
Europe is really established upon the aristocraticprinciple.
This isthe common people among themselves.
Somers knew pretty well Jacks estimation of him. It was quite a nice little place, standing on a bluff of sandsideways above the lagoon. HE NEVER AGAIN INVITED JACK TO A GAME OF CHESS.